She’s lucky to have him but she doesn’t know
People envy her for she has every girls dream guy. He got the fair skin, his height is perfect for chest-level-hugging and in a tip-toe-kisses, he got the looks, he’s intelligent, and is a very kind man. However, she always have this dilemma wherein she always see his bad sides; she thought, he’s handsome yet sometimes not, he’s too intelligent and sometimes it’s getting quiet intimidating, he’s too kind, and most of all he somewhat lacks in humor, it’s a big deal, if she may mention.
He said he was deeply in love with her and he even said “She’s the one.” However on her side, she just can’t imagine her forever with him, yet. She was indeed confused and scared. She’s scared that she might like him too much that she’ll get hurt in the end.
She’s in an ongoing battle of pull-and-push of feelings; one day she’s fine, one day she’s doubtful.
People say that she was too harsh to the guy for he’s waiting for a long time and not to mention he’s a ‘drop-dead-gorgeous human being’ and she can’t let go of someone like that. It was true that he’s a guy who a girl should put a leash on, however how can she put a leash into someone that she’s not even sure if she loves?
Again, she’s in an on-going battle of feelings; does she choose to stay with him for he is the ideal man of everyone and just to make them jealous? Or is she with him for she does have a true feelings for him? That, she doesn’t know.
Maybe he was way too perfect for her. Maybe they were too opposite and can’t get along. Maybe the problem was really on her part, for she thinks she’s too young for love and she thinks that there’s a lot more in the future; a lot more to do, a lot more to meet. Maybe the time was playing with their fate or maybe they weren’t really destined to be together.
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